are we human or are we dancer ?

do you really live your life according to what you decide ?
are you just puppeteered ? part of dancers generation ?
ask adimrf

memantaskan diri - keep going!

go ahead…until suffered.

bite my tongue

Help me ya Allah, You are my only best friend, You Alone I ask for Help

Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir”.    

Dear God

Dear God

Being minority and standing for my own self far away from home, my own good, really help me to be a better man

But please, always give me time, enough time, to go back to where I belong later, to my parents, to my sisters - dont make me appear to be the “late” man just to see them and see their smile

In a moment, You will give me another reason to be a better man, I suppose, If I do it as its expected - which is my intention…and please help me bringing myself to work beyond limit

Its just the right place at the right time, and You give me another reason that You are there honestly as well, thank God!

There must be some reasons beyond things that happen…

Sincerely Yours,

There are none worthy of worship beside You, Glorified are You. Surely, I am from among the wrongdoers

Fathers and Sons in Gaza - The New Yorker 

He (My father) finally admitted that he couldn’t leave Gaza; he simply couldn’t. It was unthinkable. I began to wonder about the responsibilities of parents who commit themselves to jobs for money, for ambition, or to provide a comfortable life.  Was my father’s case the same? Was it different? Operation Pillar of Defense came to a halt the day before the evacuation that I had organized for the family. The question of a father’s duty was placed on hold.  The G.C.M.H.P. isn’t only a center for providing treatment for the cyclical traumas of Gaza’s society, which has been subjected to three wars in the past six years alone. It has also, from its founding, trained Gaza’s future mental-health practitioners.

Naomi Watts cukup berani 

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